I got my visa cancelled, today, for the second time. The said I do not have enough funding to support my university education. I was heart broken. When all the time the underlying reason has been me not being able to prove that I will come back to my own country. I have not prepared for this and all my dreams came crashing down.I got the scholarship but even that wasn't enough? All I wanted was a solid foundation for my future and there it goes, tumbling. They wouldn't accept the fact that my brother would sponser me in the future or that my parents would sell their house to finance my education. They told me if that's the case, then sell the house and come for the interview. I am not rich and times are really hard for my parents. What of they sold the house and Is till didn't get my visa, where would they live? Why do they bring down honest people. It truly is a world where money can buy you anything. Good social connections, acceptance, respectable self-character and the ticket to your dreams.
Well, all I got to say is "I was running towards my dreams, tripped over reality and hit my head on the truth....."
I truly am broken....It's like I've lost all pieces of me. I will do something but I will be lost, I will be like a person lost ina hazy smoke not knowing where they are going, wasting time, wasting their life....
I feel sorry for myself, I really do...
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